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Will there always be bad people?

  • edboait
  • Apr 15, 2019
  • 2 min read

During my psychotic episodes I have become more spiritually aware, spirits both bad and good have visited me. It maybe partly of my own creation but there is a strong sense that living spirits exist, that they act on us humans as we search for meaning to our actions and to our soul. My current belief is that our soul divides and returns through new babies, and that our spirit lives on for some time, able to influence those we have loved and others with what could be called our personality. I do not dismiss my spiritual experience as simply illness, it holds a truth that is hard to decipher, but in peoples desire to be good, or to know why they should be good, spirits are able to enter our consciousness, they may even help us discover knowledge of the physical world. In short our minds are open to other peoples thoughts and spiritual guidance.

In the middle of these psychotic episodes I imagine that heaven and hell are right here on earth, only they are blocked from most humans. Spirits are forced to drive lorries round and round in a circle, then there are the heavenly areas where spirits are so full of peace and love that all work is done with ease. To be sure spirits are trapped in hell and free in heaven, I've walked through both heaven and hell in one night and I've felt the spiritual difference, it may have been imaginary but the feeling is still real. Then I would walk around town and I would feel the unhappiness of people, trapped in their own emotions of distrust and disrespect. Heaven and hell aren't places, they are feelings and they act upon us humans. For sure I consider the spiritual world as different from the human world, but they are still a real influence on people, the positive and negative cycle through our minds and our actions.

I don't know where the next major breakthrough in the study of spirituality will come from, maybe mental illness will attract great minds and great love. What puzzles me is my belief that we are heading towards heaven, that things will always be improving, that hate dies and love survives. But sometimes society makes me question that belief, the Nazis developed in a modern society, strange things happen when people want to be greater than others. There seems a greater political obligation to protect people, and maybe this will spread to the whole world, every person wanting to protect all people. Maybe bad people are like prime numbers, lots at the start and getting fewer and fewer, but maybe there is always another prime number.

 
 
 

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